First Ultrasound/First Public Breakdown

I thought I would share with you a little story regarding how much pregnancy has affected me emotionally. I will share my first ultrasound picture later. The other day, I went on my lunch at work to go to Qdoba. I was planning on picking it up and bringing it back to the pharmacy and I had to order for both my pharmacist and I. This was the first time I had ever been to Qdoba. I told the lady, "I'll have a chicken quesadilla with cheese for myself. On a separate order I would like a chicken taco for my pharmacist." Then, I told her, "and can I have lettuce on the chicken quesadilla?" She told me, "oh I'm sorry. We already put the quesadilla together and it's in the oven." My emotions got the best of me and I immediately started crying. The lady, in complete shock, said "I am so sorry! I can put lettuce on the side if you would like?" Then, to my now utter horror, I told her, "NO! The damage has been done!" I then apologized and told her that I'm pregnant and I don't know what came over me in that moment. I will probably never step foot in the Qdoba again! (as a sidenote, who in their right mind wants lettuce IN a quesadilla? It has to be grilled! Grilled lettuce is gross! Oh, that's right, I WASN'T in my right mind!) This was the first time my emotions truly got the best of me and I hope to keep my emotions "in check" from here on out!!! (If that is even possible!)